The Story Behind...



As of the initial posting of this website (Jan 2010), its been almost 35 years since I entered the service.  Seems like just a few years ago, but in reality, a good portion of a lifetime has passed.  My life has been good, quite good actually, but I still have to say that some of my best memories are from those years.  Can’t really explain it. I was in post-Vietnam (Carter was president), so a lot of guys I knew had been there, but I didn’t personally do any time overseas.  As a result, I didn’t have any “wartime” experience that would really cause men (boys then) to bond; nevertheless, I guess the whole idea of  entering the service right after high school, becoming a paratrooper, and an occasional “alert” on the flight line was still enough to bring a few men closer to God (hence, closer to one-another) than would otherwise occur.

I spent 2 ½ years in Ft Bragg, North Carolina.  A paratrooper/medic from New Jersey.  Wasn’t interested in making a career out of it, but I must say that I learned more in those three years than any other three years of my life.  Didn’t even intend to be a paratrooper originally, went in to help pay for college.  Jumped (no pun intended) in the line for paratrooper school as a result of hearing that there was an extra $55.00 per month for “hazardous duty” pay.  Sounded good to me.

After basic training in Ft Dix (NJ), medic training at Ft Sam Houston (Texas), and paratrooper school in Ft Benning (Georgia), I was stationed in Ft Bragg, NC from Dec 1975 through June 1978.  I ended up on the first floor of my barracks with just a duffle bag filled with what I had built up from the last 6 months of training, not to mention a very, very short haircut.  Don’t remember how or exactly when, but at some point shortly after arrival there I became acquainted with the Fayetteville pawn shops, bought a stereo and a guitar and settled in.  Somewhere along the way I met the other medics in my troop, along with the other men in my barracks and as time passed the friendships grew.

Don’t really wanna mention any names here, only because if I ever left someone’s out (gettin’ old now and already starting to forget a lot) unintentionally I’d regret that.  Suffice it to say that on duty we did PT every morning, guard duty occasionally, jumped several times from a jet, prop, Huey or a Chinook, and certainly spent a good amount of time at the motor pool.   Off duty was  Tuesday’s and Pedro’s, played all-night pool many times, spent time playing racquetball, running and wrestling, and  hit Myrtle Beach more than once.  Then there was the stairwell…

Ahh the acoustics!  No furniture, no carpet, no pillows or heat; just cement walls and steel-pipe railings.  I think we spent more time there than any other single place.  Many a North Carolina night consisted of two acoustic guitars, a few other guys hanging out drinking coke (yea, really, just coke!), and Dave harmonizing to anything I threw at him.  As Dave and I got to know each other’s style, the songs kept coming… Beatles, America, CSNY, Eagles, etc… If we were compared to a comedy team, I was the “straight guy” and Dave got all the laughs.  He had a style that I would put right up there with Taylor and Simon.  Excellent guitar player and vocals to match.  I played/sang well enough to keep up with him and we managed to provide ourselves (and many fellow soldiers) with a perfect mix of music, friendship and memories.  Occasionally we would set up a cassette recorder (back in the day when just having Dolby NR was a big deal) and two microphones.  Dave recently commented…

…the way our voices and guitars came together seemed instinctive and natural, pure and simple, and were not complex in any way yet when they did come together, these very sounds meshed and intertwined in an inexplicable way and that made them something much more than they were by themselves, this created a beautiful sound that was very special…

It wasn’t just the music and the acoustics; however, music does have a way of maintaining and/or creating memories.  It was the time spent communicating, learning and having a really good time, just keeping it simple.  

So, how did this all come about if its been almost 35 years since then? 
Funny you should ask…

The story starts with the experiences already mentioned above.  Soon after that most of us got out of the military and returned to civilian life.  Time went on, and before you knew it 10-15 years passed.  At some point I decided to get the cassettes out and transfer them to an audio CD (back in the day when they were still kinda new).  I transferred the crude audio to crude CD with no cleanup.  Didn’t really know what to do then, just made the transfer and enjoyed listening to the memories.  Sent a copy of the CDs to Dave and that was that (this was probably around 1995).  The CDs all had paper-labels glued to them with pictures of some of our “stairwell times”.  So, another 10 (or so) years go by, and I decide to get out the CDs only to find that they had all been “devoured” by the glue on the paper label.  Bummer!  Didn’t do much at the time, but you know how it is, as soon as you realize you don’t have something, you immediately crave it.  Anyway, I tried to transfer “anything” I could get off the CD, but very little came off.  Just a snippet of one song.  So there it sat (on my PC) for another few years; until the other night…

I was scanning my disk drive and noticed the music file that was from that unsuccessful attempt to retrieve the music from the no-longer-readable CD.  I clicked on it and listened to about a minute of cassette-hiss-filled “stairwell” music.   Note, by the way, that I had lost touch with Dave by this time.  Had an address, but no email or facebook or any such contact.  I had; however, managed to get in touch with a few other guys from that time, so I emailed the musical snippet to Frank saying “hey remember this?”, and “have you ever heard from Dave?”.  Within 24 hours I got a reply from Frank stating that he had found a blog that appeared to be written by Dave’s daughter.  And, strangely enough, Frank added that she indirectly mentioned me in that blog.  HUH? Obviously that got my attention.  Long story short, in the blog (that did in fact turn out to be written by Dave’s daughter Erika), she was logging the events of a recent trip to her friend’s house in Vermont.  Along the way they hit Boston traffic and, well here’s the text (taken from http://endoftheblock.wordpress.com/category/blogged-by-e )…

For two hours, RJ and I sat in traffic. Yes. Two hours. In traffic…

At least we had the mix tapes. Thank god for mix tapes. One should never underestimate the power of a badly bootlegged copy of the Red Hot Chili Peppers’ concert in Providence from back in 2000; or an MTV BUZZ Bin cassette; or the recording of my dad when he was younger than me with his service friends playing acoustic guitars in the bowels of the barrack stairwells in Fort Bragg, NC.

My dad sounded like a boy when he spoke. He was a few years younger than I am now. He wasn’t anymore than 21 or 22 and he sounded so much different than he does now; but I say this only in reference to the sound of his voice and not who he is deep down. His sense of humor and his faulty ability to remember lyrics gave him away. Then, of course, there were the Beatles’ songs: “Dear Prudence,” “Black Bird,” “Yesterday” and such. Crosby Stills Nash and Young, “Muskrat Love,” and a slice of Dylan too. Lastly, though, there was the harmony.

“Wow,” RJ said, “Harmony is really good. Close harmony like that is so hard to do. It’s so easy to lose your note when the note of the lead and the backup’s are so close to be being the same.”

I knew my dad would be pleased. He loves harmony. If you knew my dad, you wouldn’t be surprised.

She was writing about US!!!  How amazing is that!  We created those tapes over 30 years ago.  I made the original set of CDs about 15 years ago, then just the other night I stumble on  the only remnant I had from the original CD set, pass that on to Frank and ask if he’s heard from Dave.   Meanwhile on Dec 29, 2009 (just three weeks earlier) Dave's daughter posts this blog talking about the CDs.  As I said in one of my first emails to Dave in 30 years…

Just a twist of fate? 
Yea maybe, but I'd rather think there's a reason for this somewhere out there...

Whatever the reason, it seemed appropriate to spend some time re-mixing the old cassettes.  Afterwards I figured a few web pages would be good too, just to share with friends.  Dave replied when I sent him a copy of the link..

 …It’s like a musical snapshot of a part of our Life ... who knows ... maybe someone ... somewhere will give it a listen and enjoy what we did all those years ago. In consideration of where we were in our lives (The 82nd Airborne Division), where we were in reality (an empty stairwell) and the high tech recording gear we had on hand (a cassette player/recorder) it was I think a most unlikely place to have created something that sounds so good even to this very day... I hope that if anyone ever does listen to our music they feel this way too and in doing so "we" may brighten their day a bit and if they so choose to sing along ... all the better ... now that would something wouldn't it? 

If nothing else, the last few dozen hours I spent putting this together has momentarily brought me back to a very good place. 

Enjoy & God Bless!

Ed

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